my life is crumbling around me. it started out all right, i had a girl friend to tust-worthy friends, and my artistic and creative story (though most of it is in my head). then one day my father found out about my girlfriend and made us brake-up(because he did not like her) then my brother started beomeing better than me and then a few of my older friends became jerks to me. and then i began to love a few of my emenys. though they all turned me down they started to hug my best friend to tease me and surpiesingly it didnt affect me it just made me darker and then my best friend got a girl friend and didnt tell me so dont trust him with that much and his girl friend i once asked out and got dineied and she was my friend. so for a while the only thing keeping okay was my grades and my mind then i started failing class and i struggeled to bring them up like right now for example im failing then in my mind my story end with me dieing and failing to keep my word to bring back my family and my brother kills me. so now i a cross of a almost completely dark man and an bit insane so im giving up on every thing but school my story as end i will not contiue with trusting friends and i will not look for someone to like in the new year.